It was all started with an impostor syndrome. Impostor syndrome involves feelings of self-doubt and personal incompetence that persist despite education, experience, and accomplishment. Or to be short, I started to have a low self-esteem. That's the first thing I told my psychologist, that I probably suffer the Impostor Syndrome. I explained that I could no longer write for my blog which I used to proudly claim as my passion. Yes, my passion is writing, or that's how I used to believe for years before I started to doubt my self. I also told her that I am constantly feel not good enough. That though I was graduated from a UK university doesn't change the fact that I am actually knowing nothing. Nothing related to my job. And that I started to believe that everything that I've done is nothing. I lost myself, I lost my purpose, I lost my happiness. How do you define happiness? Wikipedia said that the term happiness is used in the context of mental or emotional states, incl